Thursday, October 01, 2009 ❤
Back to blog.. I am drinking alcohol in the middle of the night... Should I be happy or sad?? Hahaz I really dunno... In my heart that I know is I still love that guy... Haiz... Not easy for me to get rid of those love right now...
Yup... I have been crying in the bus when I am at the way back home... I crying at the public again... Damn... Cool right.. Thank Jie keep me accompany for the whole journey back home that dun really make me cry... Keep on concerning me and asking me to meet up with him last time to get the problem clear...
After drop-off from the bus, my eye sight is totally unclear... I feel like fainting soon... A little dizzy and blur sight... I thought I am going to faint on the public... But I did not... Manage to walk back home...
Friends are in surprise that why we broke... Still even thought that our relationship might can be last long... And I also thought of that... But everyone was wrong... He requested for break off... I wonder why he wan it this way.. Maybe he had met a perfect girl so faster break off with me, so can get in time to have another relationship... Maybe other reasons... I dun even dare to come up an answer because I am just guessing...
Later I asking him to meet up for our final dinner to get the problems get clear and to know when is the time that his feeling become faded to me... I wish to know... I dun wan to keep on guessing... I am tired...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:13 AM
