Thursday, October 01, 2009 ❤
Back to blog... Have been blogging so many entries per day... My heart still feeling damn sad and now its bleeding inside... I really feel very disappointed about myself, when I am serious in relationship, relationship will last so short... And when I not that serious, relationship always last longer a bit...
Today I have cried 3 times like that... Still not yet break my record... I wonder I might cry again later... Who know?? Many people tell me to be strong, I wish to be one but I just can't do it at all.. I dunno why...
Lonely is what I am afraid of... Nobody might understand the lonely I have... Yet I admit I dun have much friends... Is hard to find those friends who willing to stay by my side when I am feeling down... Later I going for night class... And I can say that I forcing myself to go... Today is the same I have no mood at all... Anyone is free from tomorrow onwards?? Please go out with me no matter where... I wan to be happy...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠3:39 PM
