Sunday, October 04, 2009 ❤
Back to blog.. O gosh is already 2.07am... Did not realise the time gone so fast... I am not sleepy at all after that light alcohol... O man... What should I do in future..?? I really scared nightmare might appear in my dream again... Sianz...
Today have been disturb by that guy again... Really never give up on woo-ing me... Keep on repeating the same sentences of how much he love me or say whatever love me forever and ever... Can you please give me a break?? You know it is about way to my anger limit and I did not scold you because I really dun love to scold people... And I have not replying your messages when you talk about that... I only reply if you talk about normal topic but not LOVE...
I am really dunno what I have been doing the whole afternoon till night.. Have been waiting for the guy who I still love to online and chatting with him... Today he finally admitted that when he saw my blog on how much alcohol I have been drinking and guy dating me out, he felt hurt... This is one of a kinda of jealous...
If he keep on saying his feeling for me is faded, I possible might not believe because he still can say he is hurt.. And I do feel happy that he still care about me... Though not like last time that caring... But I dun mind..
Have been chatting with him about the relationship quite long time... Hoping he can change his mind and come back to me... I seriously need him... I really dun think I able to accept another guy... I wish he can be mine... From the day that I started the relationship with him, I already told myself to be serious and no matter what happen, must not be unhappy with him try to give in everything in order not to have quarrels with him...
I seriously treasure the relationship with him... Because I love him too deeply till can't explain... I do he can give himself a chance and me too to make our love bond get stronger and be together till forever... And right now I will wait for him... I LOVE YOU!
YAY.. Have this fish as one of the dishes for dinner... My most favourite dish since small small till now I still love to eat...
CHEER!!
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠2:23 AM