Sunday, October 04, 2009 ❤
Back to blog.. I dunno why this quite happening to me since long time ago.. When I am at home, I will feel the sudden stress... This stress I dunno come from where... Feel like head going to blast like that... Haiz... I hate this feeling of being stress..
Have been waiting for him to online because I still miss him... Dunno why my heart keep on thinking about him.. But I really dun feel sad or hurt by him.. Keep on looking forward that he might come back to me... I wish he can really be truth to his heart...
Yesterday there is a girl "♂Mǐk●♀" in Friendster, who I do not know about her at all from JB, asked me that this question "eman是你男朋友？？"... I just curious about why she ask me this... She also did not added him at all.. But why she asked me this question... I dunno why I felt a sudden of jealousy...
From the past till now, the feeling for him from my heart is the same... Whenever I see him not unhappy, I still feel the heartbroken feeling in my heart... Yet I still pretend nothing happen at outside and still smiling happily at him... I really hope I can be the one to make you happy like what I have done in the past.. Doing all those silly and dumb actions just to make him feel happy... I dun mind doing all those things again to him...
I am still waiting for him to online... Wish he can faster online... Because I wish to talk to him... Haiz...
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