Saturday, October 10, 2009 ❤
I am crying again and again just because you just leave me this way...
The day he left, everyday seem so much saddness to me.. You think I like it.. Every night when I just feeling down, I will lock inside my room to cry.. Till now I dun have the courage to tell my parents I broke off with him... I simply dunno why.. I felt I have been cheated by him from my feeling that all...
Why must we break due just his feeling is faded?? Dun you ever think this is the most fucking lame and stupid reason to tell a girl?? Every of my friends think this is just an EXCUSES or either he is just toying my feeling... Many of my friends really very mad at him... But in the end, many of my friends wish me that I can find a better one...
A simply "SORRY" can forgive everything that cure every pain that the girl gain... This is totally so WRONG.. Please dun be stupid... Those pain in girl's heart is not easily cure because those pain is the love that have given to a guy.. The longer, deeper, saddness pain gained the deeper love that the girl gave to the guy before...
Once it is hurt or broken, it is hard to recover and it may take a really LONG LONG time to heal.. Unlike some guys, they dun feel anything, yet still can happily continue to live on whatever they wish and hack care the girls' feeling... All the promises they made before are just sweet talk... Girls better becareful... Dun fall into their traps or else in future the pain will be painful than living in HELL... Is true...
I really felt so funny one more thing on him.. Why is he still keeping my Photos in his laptop yet I told him to delete and he said not now yet...?? If he doesn't have feeling for me, why do he need those photos..?? Dun he understand what 'PHOTOs' meaning are??
'PHOTOs' are meant for memories... When you missed that person deeply, those photos are meant to let you look and missed that person.. Not just keep them for fun or for no reason...
Why dun you just tell me why do you still wan to keep my personal photos in your laptop??
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:21 AM
