Thursday, October 08, 2009 ❤
I am crying right in the middle of the night... I feeling so lonely.. I just dunno why I crying again and again.. I confuse... Why must everyone tell me "be strong"?? Do you all know is not easy to be strong..?? Why I can't be weak??
If need to "Be Strong", it does need a lot of courages... But I dun have the encourages.. I hate to pretend be happy always like what I am now.. Is really no difference like a clown... Have been living this type of life for so many years... And now I dunno which is me...
That him no longer care about my life anymore.. Even he also no more interest to view my blog anymore... Now he got friend to talk with, shall just throw me this friend aside in the junk place... I know it in this world I just feel that I am always the one being left behind... No one really know that I am actually present...
Can I still continue on my happy life?? I guess I dun think so... Shall go back to the life I always look sad of.. I hate to be strong... Be strong is not a easy thing to me anymore...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠1:31 AM
