Tuesday, November 10, 2009 ❤
10th of November... I have been not updating my blog for 5 days... OMG... Blog is rotting... I being busy with my work... And in the night, always wan to update yet never because I am too tired after work... I know I must hang on in order to earn more cash for myself and for my future.... I mean it...
I hate to being poor in future... Because I wish to give a nice and comfortable life for my future child or children... This is what I have been thinking since I am 18... Such a young age have this thinking is not easy... I am really mature in some ways when I am studying in primary school.... I even think of when I wish to get marry...
Mmm... I single now.. Is good to being single... At least I can be more freedom in some ways... Now think a lot of things when I am free... I dun wish to waste my time just to concentrate on one guy... I wish to know more guys and make friends with them... But not stead... I mean it... Maybe I am still young for that...
But I might accept in the middle of time when I meet a RIGHT one... A right one who willing to work hard for future life... A right one who know how to entertain me when I am day dreaming or feel sad... A right one can give me the feeling of the safe in his hug and his kiss...
This I unable to find anymore after since my previous 2 ex boyfriends left me... 2 ex boyfriends working in the same company with me in the past that I had... I must thank them for making me be more much mature in working life... Thank for giving me such happiness life before and also letting me feel safe in their hugs... I love it... But now, we hardly talk to each other... I miss both of you two... I hope you two can contact me...
Tomorrow going to Choa Chu Kang to find one friend... My previous job best friend... Hahaz... Such a long time never see her... I miss her... And her singing too.... Miss her jokes too... And everytime when I am in trouble in work, she will always help me... Never like other people keep on bully me...
Tomorrow hope work also will be fine... I love my job too... Though it maybe really busy and sightly tired... Hee heez... Will update once I free again...
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