Saturday, December 05, 2009 ❤
5th of Dec... I have finally come to update my blog... Last few days did not feel like updating because seriously no mood at all... Finally today I realized something... Seriously I have been thinking about this thing really LONG... I dunno is it a good choice to patch back with you after 8 years..
8 years later, you are behaving no longer the same... Just feel like we are not couple... Though I have asked you are you serious in asking me about the relationship since 2 weeks ago... You replied me you are serious about it... But now, why you did not sms me when you are back, at least I will know that you are safety back home.. Is it feel good to make me worry or you just regret to being with me..??
If you do feel regret, why dun just give me a message to tell me... I will never force someone to be with me if his heart is not with me at all... I feel so super lonely with out talking to me...
To me in my life, is hard to find a TRUE LOVE now or forever... But is easy to find guys who take love for granted... I have not put 100% love into relationship before after being break off with a relationship I had since I was in Sec 2... Because not much guys do really treated me True Hearted...
I will put in 100% of my love to a guy if this guy prove to me that he is TRUE HEARTED to me... Or else I will also take love for granted... Play tired already just dump till I happy... I know I have become so evil.. Because almost guys are the same... They never easily put their own girlfriends in first place of their hearts...
Haiz... Now simply wait for this boyfriend will automatic come and sms me or else seriously I have to treat this in serious matter... I hate jokes in relationship...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:04 PM
