Friday, March 05, 2010 ❤
5th of March... Another day gone... I wonder what I wan or life... When I think the further age, the more impossible I will survive... Last time since young, I have been sercetly told the gods by heart to take my life away, it is sad for me to continue on this world... And till now I am still alive... I have even torture myself because I have lost confidence and also do hope... I just dun love to treasure myself anymore...
I behaving like the one that I use to behave in the past since young... Just because being dumped by one of my ex.. Even changing boyfriend like changing clothes in the mid time when I have not yet have the boyfriend I had now... Because I know that when I put in the more effort the guy just take my love for granted and when i just throw my temper to him, he will quarrel back to me and last dump me... Why do guy behaving this way..?
Haiz... Life is so tiring... There are too much of break down in my life... This is not the first time I break down... I still trying to get rid over... Trying hard to... I dunno when I can... Feeling so useless on everything... Feeling so extra... Feeling so empty... I hope that I can just be a statue... A human being who never move at all and had no such feeling right inside the body... That is the coolest way... I wonder how long can I hang on??
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:58 AM
