Thursday, July 22, 2010 ❤
22th of July... Back for more stories... Not updating because lazy and tired... Excuses... LOL~ Life seem meaningless either... Boring... Nothing exciting... Hee heez... Anyway, I glad that I still can survive till now... Hahaz...
Anyway, today is the WORST day of the month... I can say that... I never feel so many expressions before just in a day... Tired, Sad, Angry and more... Totally a drama day... Can be say that??
Morning in work, when I just finish my breakfast and ate my medicine.. Preparing to start the first thing of my work... The phone ring... There go an aunty asking what to do about the method they cause themselves... I was totally somehow question... As I ask back did they email the manager, the manager should have told them what to do...
This aunty give me an attitude... So I told her I called back later to know what actually have told them... But I did not get the whole picture that who told them to do this and that... I was just outside the picture... I called back... And this time I quarrel with this aunty.. I told them the manager should let them do something about it not just asking me... She told me I should know what the manager told them about the case... Somehow I told her can forward that email so I can get the clearer picture.. She even said I should have the email why should she forward it...
That time I really on FIRE feeling the heat is buring right on top of my brain... She keep on tell me to look at the email... But the problem is I even being CC or Attn to... How I am able to see that email unless I hack into that person account... OMG... Keep telling me this and that...
Then she just like keep on busy with her stuff on the other hand I was trying to get the clearer picture... Then she pass the phone to another guy who is more not so easily lost patience like that Fucking aunty... But dunno halfway the phone just cut off... So I just simply hack care the whole case and anyhow code that case... Why should I bother and it doesn't concern my case... I have done my job and I will not even bother more... What the work has benefit me...?? NONE~!!
When I got anger, my tears just blurst off... I quickly just wipe off my tears from my face... Pretend nothing happen and just continue my work... But in the end, my phone keep continuing ringing... Damn... Dunno what happen today... Seem that everything is in problem... This customer wan to change this and that customer wan to change that... Why in the first place never say properly before ordering something...?? It is just postpone the order and in the end late for goods arrivals... BLAME us first... That is what customer love to do it...
Work is nothing interesting to me anymore... I feel so leftout and even make me more feel like just step out of the job without a making a single sound... Let people think that I have disappeared from no where.... Hahz That sound cool~
Anyway from the work in past till now I work.., I have learnt lot of things... Never ever tell a sercet to anyone in your work even he/she is really close to you... One day you will not know when she/he will backstab you just to get a simple promotion or benefit... Making people not to trust you and think that you are just making use of them and try to influence everyone... HELL YA~
If a kid can influence an adult mind set, I am happy to do that... Why should an adult being so easily believe in what a kid say?? Make me laugh out loud... Like that Dun you think that this adult has never grow up and yet so easily bother about a kid thinking... I know I have been become evil and more evil each day... Thank to the people showing the bad side me yet the good side... Making me believe that this world is totally so unkind and scary... Everyone is fighting not co-operating... This is what I feel in adult world...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:32 PM
