Saturday, November 13, 2010 ❤
13th of Nov... Is Saturday... A lonely day... Haiz.. I dunno why my life suddenly turn to hell... I really dunno what happen... In a day, I maybe lost another friend.. Though I know this friend is kinda of in love with me... But I only talk to him regarding in friend topic... I even try to stop him to fall in love with me... But I guess I yesterday sms him a message not to in love with me and till now he did not reply me anything... Guess he has give up on me (Is a good thing) But bad thing is that I lost a friend who I know him for so many years... Like that totally make me feel so super hurt and sad...
I dunno why gods will like to play on me... Why can't I have more friends..?? Why do guys must sms me when is kinda of relationship those type...?? I hate my life totally... I really hope one day I might leave this world so I no need to worry about anything... Why my life is so mess up??
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠5:54 PM