Monday, November 22, 2010 ❤
22nd of Nov... Totally a piss off day... Argh... Thank to him... Suppose is a happy day to me but he spolit my mood and my day...
Yesterday I did quarrelled with him through MSN... I dunno why I can be so mad... And this is my first time that I am super very angry till I really feel like kill him... But I controlled all my bad words or else people will say me I ah lian~
After the online quarrel, I tried not to sms him... But he kept on asking me for forgivness... Told him once hurt being out of his mouth and is hard to be forgive... Told him I will cancel the date with him but in the end, because just dun wan this matter to affect the friendship...
And today afternoon, took halfday leave as nothing much to do, took train from Novena all the way to Hougang... Told him to meet at station.. But in the end, he LATE~ I sms him, I will walked alone to there... Halfway through I felt I lost.. SMS him where to meet then he say about how long he will arrive...
I controlled my temper again.. Calling him as he replied my sms really slow... So I went to the nearest mall to wait for him... Shopped from Basement 1 to Level 4 and repeated every level again till he arrived... I bought some hair thingy... Waited for him about 45min.. But he said that he will be 10min to meet me... Haiz... I hate guys to be late on a date...
So I just control my anger... Continue to go have lunch at Pepper Lunch... The way he ordered just the cashier so confusing... I also feel sight piss... If I am the cashier, I will not service this customer too... So I dun care, continue to have my lunch... I dun even wan to look at his face, because it just make my anger gonna blow up at anytime...
After lunch, I just wan to walk off to continue the next events.. But he just pull me back to the seat... Eee... I dun like guy anyhow touch my hand... I control my temper again... I told him the reason why I dun sit too long after the lunch...
Then we just walked... One very bad thing about him, leaving a girl behind and walked quite fast.. I dun think other guys will treat their friends who are girls like that... So he just put his hand on my shoulder like what boyfriend did to their girlfriend... I made his hand off my shoulder... I told him dun do that to me I not use to it... And this is my FIRST warning to him before my anger blow up...
So walked to Hougang plaza... There he goes again... Pulling my bag and slowing me down... Man... I can't slow down as that was my walking speed... Another thing that my anger gonna blow is that I hate people pull my bag... If my bag suddenly spolit in the middle of the road, all my stuffs will just fly all over the place...
Reached that place into K box... Damn regret of entering that outlet... Totally sux... I hate the TV and everything... In the end, I was the one who been singing... Told him to choose some songs... But he just like never wan to choose... I ask why... He say all chinese and dunno how to choose.. Haiz... He was born chinese yet dunno chinese won't he feel pai seh mah?? So I suddenly cannot take it... I started to give attitude too... Since he the one who wan to continue the plan of the date, so he really must be active in the date too...
Sang about 1 hour... Called for bill from the staffs and finished my cup of drinks... I suddenly really blow up of my anger is that he keep on holding my hand till really pain... He even did not say SORRY when I let go hardly... Because is damn hurting my hand... In end, what I get from him is he keep on asking me can dun be rough to him??
Can anyone who are girls tell me how you all will do or feel if you all are in my shoes..???
So, I left the room... I walked damn fast... I just dun wan to walk with him... I feel like scolding bad words toward him at anytime... So rushed to toilet until he lost me... Then quickly rush to bus interchange to take bus back to Jurong East...
On the bus journey for about 10 min.., keep on quarrelling with him again... I hate his attitude... Because from the way I got from him is like too Over Mummy boy... Like very Chi Bu Qi Ku those people... One more he do have sight stubborn feel... This is what I feel though I admit I also do stubborn but I already control my stubborness and not to anyhow throw temper to people....
Another thing I dun like about him is he really can't made decision... Why am I stating in Facebook that we came from different world is that because I do feel there is a comething like culture difference between us... I do like Japanese, Korean or either Chinese stuffs no matter is songs or others... But he like something Ang Mo stuffs which I find it boring... Mmm... Is good that to have a friend with the same interest... If it is different interest, this will lead the result that happen on me right now...
Coming to the topic of can't making decision is that I suggested to have lunch at Taka Orchard but he said was crowded and he dun like crowded place... So I respect his decision... I said how about Vivo then... He told me again, he not really like town area... Then I asked him where he wan, then he told me somewhere north area... So I suggested a place which is really far from me and nearer to him...
In the end, he said Vivo then... OMG... I thought he is the one who dun like town area... But why he chose Vivo..?? I wanted to choose Orchard is because I wanted so badly to go to the bookshop over there... But in the end, I respect his decision...
But overall, I will no longer be friend with this guy anymore... I do feel that I will quarrel with him again if we continue to be friends... I am not that Ang Mo style people like him... I am proud to be asian~ Hee heez... Signing off... Peace OUT~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:06 PM
