Sunday, November 07, 2010 ❤
7th of Nov... Back to update for ater so long... Being so lazy from study too... No more interest to study... But I have been forcing myself... When I have study for about 1 hour.., my head always start to have a really bad head pain which make me feel like kill myself... I hate the pain... But I have no way to cure that pain... Haiz...
I also being lazy in work.. Hahaz... No interest too... Hard to find friends either... I have been MIA from work also... Somehow I dun feel any trust in work... Because there are too much of backstabbers in work and I am referring to those aunties... Is good not to share too much of my own personal stuffs to them... Because they might keep on spreading to others when you are not right there...
Example, I told one aunty from my dept that I gonna resign... Next week, I was been asked by other dept of the auntie that is it true that I gonna resign... Wah~ The new spread damn fast... I was really quite surprise... But I was not really unhappy...
Anyway, I do hate the lie from my manager... I super unhappy that I have change my seat... Because the seat is in the corner of the back and far away from my dept... While others can sit together... My manager told me it was only a temporary seat for me... But after so long, I dun seem it was a temporary seat to me... It just like telling me "FASTER resign.. I dun need you in my dept.." Somehow, I did hate a lot the staff that change seat with me.. That staff seem to have some attitude problem... She talked to me as like she is like a senior to me...
When she need help, then she will talked in a nice tune way to me... WTF... *Pui* 2 sided face auntie... Still wear like you are 20 years old plus... Please la.. Face the fact.. You are already 40 years old plus still acted like you are 20 years old plus girl... GROW UP AUNTIE~!!
Looking forward to next year March... Hope I can filfill my wish that I am resigning... I wish to look for a higher pay job and better people to work with... I dun wish to work with aunties anymore... I do have super enough... Hate to work with aunties.. Whenever work with them., I will never have some peace from my ears.., they will always talk so loudly from the start of the work till the end of the day of the work... OMG~
Yesterday, I can say I have a "BAD" dream to me.. But I like it... Though is a short dream.. But it make me feel so sweet... Is some kinda of someone coming back to me for a revenage.. I love that... Some kinda of that when I was small, I accidently injuried a person (The dream did not tell me what sex was that)...
One day, I went back to that house... The house was filled with lot of stairs... That person came back to me for a revenage... I accepted the revenge... I hit my head a lot of times at the wooden stair handle.. However, I did not faint off... I just went sightly dizzy and could not stand up properly... I was happy that there is a guy came forward to help me.. Scold that person off and carried me out of the house... What happen next I also dunno?? Because I have woke up... Hahaz... Little sweet dream..
Ok~ About one more month to my exam... Not really nervous.. Dunno why... I just gonna try my best because depend on my luck as the questions are different from past year... I am going to my revision now... So Signing off now... Peace out~
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