Wednesday, December 15, 2010 ❤
What a great hurt that I have made for myself... I hope I can laugh out loud when I am crying... I am silly... Not just silly is super damn silly till to the max... Is a laughter... I have fallen in love with someone who in relationship... I really kinda of shock when I suddenly saw something... What the hell am I doing...??
Why I did not check properly first before chatting more with this guy... I feel super hurt right now... I told him to leave me alone because that will only make me better...
Crying in the middle of the night is not so cool... I feel so fucking asshole stupid... I really dun wan to be the third party either... Since I found out first, I better not making my hurt more deeper...
To this guy,
If you are reading this., I am really very SORRY deep in my heart... I should not have told you that I have feeling for you right in the first place today,,, You should have stop me too... But why did not you stop me?? I sorry... I should be blame... I cannot continue to talk to you anymore... I just scared that my feeling for you will get even deeper... I think we should just continue to be just online friend but not real life friend... I am very sorry~ I did not wan to make you and your girlfriend to quarrel in the future... That why I wish to stop you from meeting you in real life first...
I dunno why I got this feeling of sudden in heaven and fall into deep deep hell... I feeling so horrible right now... No mood to do anything... Crying so painful alone... I caused all this all by myself... I am at fault... I AM FUCKING STUPID~
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:24 AM
