Tuesday, January 11, 2011 ❤
10th of Jan... One more month to my 22nd birthday... No plan yet because I only being controlled strictly by my mother... Seriously hate being controlled so strict... But not my both brothers... I super jealous about it... I feel she is the one who stop my dreams from coming true also... That why I feel that mysel I have changed to another person who I really dunno who I am... I totally BAD girl... This is what I feel now...
Who care about that... Seriously.., since year 2011 start, I feel I totally so busy in my life... Work, study and meetup... What the hell... Seriously, can I have a day of enjoyment...?? Even if I go out a day to enjoy, I will been angry by my mother first before going out... But omg... I am fucking 22 this year... Can't you stop control me for a while...??? WTH~
Really hope one day I can have my own right to make my own decision... I seriously need a break... I hate staying in this home... Not even me cannot take it, my father also cannot take her attitude too... Everything she seem in the right, we will never being the CORRECT ones... Fuck why I am born in this type of SHIT family..??
If really got chance, I dun wish to be her daughter in next life and FOREVER & EVER... I promise... I had enough or this life from her... Totally too much...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠12:00 AM
