Tuesday, April 12, 2011 ❤
12th of April... A damn boring Tuesday... I feel that I have no life... But is ok... I can't blame anyone too... Work is just because of MONEY~ Haiz... I hate my job either... May is coming which mean my day of resign will be here in no time... Haha... I am so looking forward about it too...
Anyway, kinda of looking forward for this coming Sunday audition as this is my only chance to fulfill my little dream... I can sadly said that previously I dun think I made it into that... So this Sunday is my only chance after this chance if I still miss it, I must really face the fact STOP DREAMING dreams dun come true, what important is just work and money, nothing much... Haiz...
Disappointed about myself... Why am I not like other be so lucky to get what the thing they just wanted?? Is this fate... Maybe so... I still remember that time, when the time I get to 16, I promised myself that I gonna register for the Project Superstar... In the end, there is no more this competition going on till now... Totally so sad that why that time I am not 16 and so that I can take part of the competition...
Simply feel sort of useless... I being so thick face everytime and everywhere right now... Being more crazy and talk whatever I wan with people who I just know... This is not so like me... But I have no choice to do it... Haiz... I also dunno if I keep doing this, will it be helping me a lot or just lie-ing to myself...??? How I wish to know how people think of me..?
Whatever then... Seriously, LIFE IS FUCKING BORING~ Dun ya think so...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠11:05 PM
