Wednesday, May 18, 2011 ❤
18th of May... Is a Wednesday today... Supposed plan to update blog yesterday but in the end, I did not... As was kinda of busy finding new songs for my ipod... Though my ipod got about 1000 songs like that but I do still feel sianz about those songs... Dunno why... Wahaha~ Soon more videos & more songs going to import into my ipod... Wee~
Today feeling kinda of restless... I dunno what happen... And also very lazy to move around... Regarding about the entertainment industry dream, I have slowly given up... I know is kinda of feeling sad and hurt to give up the dream that have planned since really young like 6 years old like that... Due I have interview from a place that I dun wish to mention the name, I am able to commit full-time as due to work... And in end, I have to go as part-time... But what makes me disappointed that I was not included in the list or any notice about it... So I guess I am out just like this... I guess chance come to wrong timing in my life..
And another interview, I guess I have to slowly not to put in too much hope on it... More hope more disappointment... As I am really admitted I kinda of quit school a few years and I did not really understand what teenagers think nowaday... Yup in the interview I did cried but the conversation we talked I guess not really into student topic.. Haiz... Student life has simply leave me too far...
Ok I shall stop these complains and look forward... After exam, I gonna start my new life... I going to step into a new company and making new friends... I kinda of a little excited that what gonna to be happen if I start a new life in a new company... I hope they are easy-going... And not really that KPO...
OMG~ I currently craving for Gong Cha or any Milktea... What shall I do.. I hate this feeling... Haiz... Hope I am able to drink it soon... Hee hee...
Tomorrow shall be another day... I staying at home all days before exam... Haiz... Sound boring... Yup can't find Bibi~ If Bibi can study with me, that will be better... Then can together go to the same exam or course... But I know is impossible... If time do turn back, and I know him in that time, I will encourage him to retain a year just to study that... So we are able to study together for the next stage... IF ONLY TIME CAN TURN BACK~
Ok Signing out now...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠10:51 PM
