Wednesday, June 08, 2011 ❤
8th of June... Is being quite sometimes I since blog... Being kinda of lazy to blog and also do not know what to blog either... I have been staying at home most of the time.. Thank to exam... How I wish I can go out and enjoy a little while but cannot... Haiz... Scared later my parents nag at me again which I hate it a lot... I guess they are kinda of bias either... I hate it... My younger brother can go out like nearly midnight come home yet I cannot... I must be home by 8pm or 9pm... Damn it... I dunno why I can't...
This few days I did not really in good mood I dunno why... Just simply easily feel sad... Trying myself to make myself happy by surfing some webs or either listen to some songs that I like... But it does not help at all...
Mmm... Exam really in 2 days time... I seriously feeling not good at all... Things just cannot get into my brain... Sometimes I really feel like giving up... I dunno why... I really force myself to get those informance into my brain... But I manage to remember a day and the next day I might just forget the things again... I really dunno what to do... Haiz...
Right now simply feeling a little sad... I dunno what to say... I dunno Bibi know what I am feeling right now... Maybe no... Because he is busy with his school work... I shall not disturb him either... This few days have been a suffering for me... I cannot sleep easily either... Have been slept only the time reach nearly 3am... And yet I can only to sleep about 7 to 8 hours yet the next day I cannot sleep again... As last time I usually can sleep easily if I sleep late the previous day... I duno what the hell is happening to me... Feeling kinda of disturb about this problem...
Will be updating my blog again after my exam...
☠❤Dead Jas❤☠7:34 PM
